You know, for as log as i can remember, my neck and my lower and upper jar have been very tense. In fact so tense, that I can hear a cracking sound when I move my head from left to right.
I have been trying to resolve this issue for many years now. Again and again I hoped, that it will get better. It got better and then it was as bad as before. By now, I am desperate. So desperate, I write this post to get to the bottom of the problem.
This is why I send my question to the universe now:
Universe, why are my neck and my upper and lower jar so tense? Hmm, the answers are as follows:
Bad posture due to smartphone usage and working long hours at the computer.
Bad tooth-inlays.
I have not found my “voice” yet. Still.
A lot of the energy has to pass through this bottleneck, which is additionnally blocked but the aforementioned problems.
Universe, what can I do about it?
Find a rishi as guru for guidance
Ok, I was having quite a wild time with a rishi recently, until he wanted me to buy a buddha figurine and accept him as master. I could not do that, I felt resistance within me.
Since this theme repeated now, I looked into it and I found, that there are female rishis, too. They are called rishikas. I contacted a rishika named Romasha and she agreed to be my guru. This feels so much better to me. Even though I’m a little bit overwhelmed by her female energy right now. She is from a time long before patriarchy after all.
I bought a pretty figurine from India via etsy, which I will use as my wordly representation of Romasha. I’m not sure, how this will turn out.
