You know, I told the story I shared in a previous post to my friend. Being a raised westerner, she suggested I visit a doctor and get an electrocardiogram to find out if I had a heart attack.
I thought about it for a few days.
Of course I can understand her, I was raised here, too. But at the same time, I have a deep feeling, that the universe wants me to succeed. I could have called an ambulance, when I lay on the bed in the van, unable to move my extremities properly. But I did not, because I thought about what I would let them do with me and I did not see a reason to let them do anything. Except taking care of my kids. But that’s not their job. So I called my partner instead.
I saw no reason to call for medical help, because I had the intense feeling, that I would be alright. I trust that feeling. It advised me perfectly so far. At no point was I afraid, I was calm. I trust that feeling so deeply, that I have the cheapest healthcare insurance possible. Because why would I need insurance, when I trust the universe to keep me safe?
Well, I have to say, that in return I do my best to listen to the universe. I try to find and follow the path, my soul has set for itself in this life. I can tell you, this path is a wild ride. But I trust, that when I follow this path to wherever it may lead me, I will be alright.
I do tell people, who listen, that in my opinion the problems of the body are the symptoms of not following one’s path. I will find out, if it is so. If I stay healthy, if I keep up with the plan for my life, that was laid out by my soul before my birth and that I uncover throughout my life.
I trust in me, my ability to uncover my path and in the universe to want me succeed.
